I will be posting a 5-part series short article I wrote in December (08). This short article will include introductory comments like these each time. What I wrote is similar to those religious or anti-religious online articles done by Independent Researchers, Conspiracy Theorists, and Analysts. I like to think of it as one of those confusing pieces from Science Fiction books like 1984 or the TV show Fringe.
I was actually trying to sleep on my couch one day and something possessed me to write. I just kept writing about everything. I am being quite brief on what it is I wrote, but this is more of an informal comment without spoiling anything. If you have a good 5 or 10 minutes then I highly suggest you to take a break and read at least one of these chapters.
Click here for part: 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5. Without further ado, here is Part 1. Please enjoy.
By Shan Howerton
An inner piece about the inner place in space
· Life is a cycle. Those who do not see this are purely fulfilling one end of the motion.
· You cannot stop what is and you will never understand who or what you are. There is no possible way to truly understand life, as we know it, without looking outside the metaphorical box. It is possible, but only through a transition changing your form to an irrational state that is inconclusive to the thoughts and feelings associated with your prior state inside the box.
Prologue: The Rise
This piece started out as a stage in my life from several writings, speeches, and thoughts I have had over the years. At an early age in my life, I decided that in order to reach an inner self-enlightenment, I had to let go of this world... my life. I believe in what I talk about, but I do not think about it much. Words come to me as natural as the sun rises every morning. My only goal is to fulfill a wish to the inner enlightenment I feel so clearly, and if the chance is presented, to make something of myself. I hope you enjoy the pieces that you read. More importantly, I hope you develop your own understanding of inner self-enlightenment, and break away from the slavery of thoughts that are similar to everyone else.
· Come in peace. Come in pieces.
Chapter 1: No Beginnings
We are living in a very interesting time. We are not living a life for ourselves, a God, a dog, or even a loved one. Try to see life as a game that never ends and can never be comprehended. Our life is simply not interpreted by anyone. Even some of the greatest questions in life like, “who are we” and “what are we doing here,” cannot be answered... ever. This is because they are questions. Life’s purpose, as minuscule or vividly translucent as it may be, is still in no way extraordinary.
Try to think of life as women do when they bring children into this world. A new life emerging from your flesh and bones, a child that moves away from their parental grasp and lives a fulfilling life one can only hope is all they want and more. This is the test. This is life. We are this child. That fulfillment is the test. Our parents? That is us. Well not us, but the full us. If you can, imagine that humans use 10% of their brains. Those of us that are living are lives are the 10% and the other 90% is outside of that metaphorical box; looking in at us hoping for the best. The other us, the Spirit, is watching us and hoping we pass the test. However, there is no pass or fail. This is not the goal, because there are no goals, ‘goals’ is just a word. Even if we are here to pass a test, the real challenge is that we are only 10% of our true selves and we have no idea what the goal is. To make things even more challenging, this life we are living right now is most likely not the first life, but one of the hundreds or so that we are in, within the grand cycle of life and creation. This means more baggage for you and everyone else. That means the test is hard. But our Spirit can wait. Our time in the Spirit world, just like language, thought and even love, do not exist. Well not in the way we can imagine, 10% remember? Things like love do exist. But they are all emotions and feelings driving the ever-constant cycle, the full all-powerful force from which we came: Creation. Our Creator is the all shining and fulfilling light. If true love ever exists, it would come from the Creator. Before we get into the Creator, let us dissect this more. As a reference point, try to imagine a Spirit like an animal. Think of any animal: a shark, dog, zebra, or even a cat. This Spirit, just like animals, reacts to feelings and emotions more than anything. There is thought, but in a different form. There is time, but more biological and naturally instinctive than anyway you have experienced before.
Now, this test we are on is for our Spirit. We were sent here by ourselves to learn something. The mysterious objective is unknown even to our Spirit, who doesn’t know we need to escape this cycle and move on to the next one with our Spirit in the Spirit world. In the Spirit world, Spirits hit an irrational point in their infinite lives that is like an irrational thought going against their very foundation. The only thing they can do is understand it. So just like clockwork, they stop their existence and move into a purgatory like world where there is a heaven and a hell they can evolve to if they can understand this radical thought. But think of this heaven and hell not as an up or down, but merely left or right, stop or go - a choice in our Spirits evolution and nothing more.
So once our Spirit hits this high point, they move inside the Spirit world to the only other place to go, purgatory. It is here that they plug themselves in like a video game, as was seen in the movie The Matrix, and play us for as many lives as it takes. They have a chance to learn and evolve, because they choose this life, our life. Unlike us, who really have no choice in the matter, but we are not slaves. If anything, we are slaves to thought. To sit and wonder if we will ever go anywhere or do anything, when in fact the cycle is always moving (another silly thought wasted as we move without moving). You cannot stop yourself. You do not begin. You do not even end. You just are and you always will be. We were sent here and we are born not knowing anything of our past and not even believing in it. We start with one motion only. This motion is process. The one basic instinct and emotion that is apart of our Spirit, Creator, and cycle of life as we know it. To the very core there is no way 10% of us or even 2% could forget this feeling, this process... survival. But in our animalistic 10% ways we interpret this in many obscure forms.
We take this process and become: killers, rapists, lovers, Gods, nerds, geeks, lesbians, teachers, and doctors. We get so side tracked by our minimalistic life that it takes a good million years or so till we get back on track and fulfill the hidden objective that our Spirit sent us here for. We try so hard to become something else, that at the very end of another life we are still scared to move on (basically to just move from our lives and accept death). Death as a form of life, since we do not really die, we just change. But change is scary. Change is radical and change is the very thing our Spirit created and sent us here for. We are here to get past our fears and change. Change so we, our Spirit, can evolve and move into the next stage in life as the 100% you.
· · This is the test. There is no beginning and there is no end.
Preview Chapter 2: The Spirit World
Now when and if we pass this test, the piece of us that is here gets sent back to our Spirit. We die, but please laugh at that word... death.
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