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July 07, 2010

Chaotic love is so sweet

I was frozen when I woke up this morning. Something was missing... my name. Nothings changed, my life is still the same. The door opened and you creeped up into my heart. I locked you out of my life and you keep coming back. Despite my ignorance to your calls, I do not hate you. I want you. Why do I cry in the darkness of the night for a love such as you? The door knocks again and again. The tears fall down and soothe my aching heart. I love you. I want you. I hate you. I know life could be different with you. Our beautiful world is so close to completion. Please leave me alone. I do not want this dream anymore. I do not want you! I feel your temptations, my vibrations are out of control. Everyday I wait for your call. I hate you. I love you. I want you. We are complete. Leave me alone. Hit me, hate me. Love me. Can you help me? I am crying. I am dying.

July 01, 2010

Living for Face








Living for Face

I cannot live until I see your face.
I know.
I cannot change my ways.
Show me who you are.
Take me to another please.
Please, my lady.
I am sorry for who I am.
I am sorry for what I have become.
One look at you is all I need.
Take me away to another place.
I know I cannot change.
It is all my fault.
Just show me your face,
And you shall have my heart.
Whatever you have become,
Whatever you have chosen,
No monster will I see.
You are the one I have chosen.
Can you not see this?
You are for me,
And I for you.
........








She speaks and my mind goes blank.
I would not trade this moment for all the gold in the world.
I know it to be true.
The stars, they shine bright and carry you.


Fate carries you away from me and I fall.
Falling down and before I am gone you speak.
Oblivious to it all I am anchored by our presence.
Baby, I need you.
Don't stop, don't move, don't shutter. Just breathe
Every breathe made takes a bit away from my own.
Do I mind? No.
All my time, my time is for you.

Will you be mine?